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Exactly Mandy. My death was telling me "You are still thinking that you have time but think about it again." Emotional reactions, unhealed traumas, daily routines are really strong and they can easily steal our time. And I forgot to add this detail in my post. At that moment, one of the things that came to my mind very fast was about my old intents. and old actions The old intents whose their expiration dates have passed and the old routines that make me heavy/slow. My death was telling me "The old intents shouldn't renew, they shouldn't be updated but they should be deleted ( and be taken their energy back ) And it is same for your old routines. From now on, new intents, with a powerful engine ( energy body ) should be created and followed." Sellerman's grandmother's death and my car's were similar; both of them were old enough and they were corresponding to my old intents. It was a really powerful sign for me. So true, to feel its intensity is really makes you feel stronger. And, somehow, you can see the outcome as you wanted. The problem for me is, not only these kind of things confirm that I'm on my way of Big Intent but also they confirm that I'm still acting like a fool. I'm not sure I could be the master of will like old Makers were but again, I'm thinking, I have no option other than being a warrior Maker. I can't see any other option to 'risk' my life for than being a warrior Maker. Oh, I think my Other is sometimes on the process but out of my control. He is soo agressive and impatience. Connection between me and him is not strong right now, that's what I feel. And yes, sometimes, I never waste my energy for the things that I wanted to reach an outcome. And I confirmed that the speed of the intent is faster than the speed of the light

{{Ogun}} "I think, I’m a lucky guy 😊" ... No! You're a master of intent guy I just read your post just nodding my head. Especially at the part about will and death and time. Maybe because we are the same human age. If I might add, I've been thinking a lot about (and using) Will and time lately too. One thing I found that helps make your Will stronger is to.. actually feel it's intensity and actively make it more intense. The old makers were masters of Will, which makes total sense given the short life spans of people and how as you explained developing and using your will saves time. To say it another way, perhaps, is to feel and grow the power of your Will and make it even concentrated, so that when you apply it your intents become outcomes faster, as you said. Something that happens too, when you do this: 1) your Other develops more rapidly, and 2) intents can be come outcomes instantly, without you even trying so much. Congratulations on your new car! ❤️ Eman

Hi everyone. It’s been a long time I couldn’t share anything here. But that doesn’t mean Makerish things aren’t happening to me anymore… Conversily, these kind of things are becoming like my daily routins ( and I’m still having problem about believing them like, how they could become 😊 ) Well, last year, at Master of Intent class, I had set my intent about upgrading my car. It was spring’23 and I was planning to upgrade my car at winter’24. After heavy busyness days of summer and autumn, with the new year I would buy a newer model car. I had set my intent for my car. My old car was a 19 years old, at 159.500 kms, Opel Corsa. It had painting issues but had a good condition engine. I had never had troubles with its engine during traveling. Actually, I was loving my car. But, I was also thinking that it was too old to sell to someone and every passing year, this selling posiibility would be less. It was winter time and although I remembered my intent, I postponed renewing process of my car. I was thinking like that “Come on Ogun. It’s working great with no issues. Noone will buy this car, you also know it, it’s too old to sell. And it needs painting which will make its selling price down. Don’t sell it and buy another car.” Actually it was true. I was checking on the internet for the prices of second hand Opel Corsa. There were over 10.000 advertisements about that model but of course with different year/configurations. I could have found only three or four same category Corsa and their prices were between 320.000 – 400.000 liras. Too much alternatives were making its price down and people would prefer to buy newer models. It would be very hard to sell it for sure. And without selling it, buying a newer model would be really hard for me. “I should put at least 400.000 liras more to buy a good one but without selling it, I would buy another same age car.” I was worrying about it. I was almost sure that I would buy a newer car in 2024 but how, I really didn’t know. Also, I had created an image of a new car on my mind, I was sitting in it and trying to be familiar with its design. I was planning to buy again an Opel brand car. That brand was good enough for me. Only, the problem was just selling my old car. Days were passing so fast, plus, having gigs daily and working without day off was making me little nervous. Painting problem was always reminding me my intent about my car. I was planning to buy the newer one at winter’24 but it was almost the end of the summer. Thankfully, my old car was working properly and I was going hotels by my car. “I think, at the end of this tourism season, I will do something serious about my car. Maybe, I will take it to a service, let them paint it as new and repair all the textile and plastic parts inside. It will be an old but new one. And I will not have to pay for a newer model. Until its engine die, I can drive. And maybe, I can buy a new one in the next years without selling it.” I was postponing my intent and I knew it. Actually, economic crisis in my country was making me scary about money. I was afraid of spending money for a newer car. And other thoughts on my mind ( the mind which is trying to kill me : ) ) were trying to make me feel uncourage, disappointed. So, fear, again was blocking me about doing something: “Selling it at a proper price will not be easy. What to do? How to do?” bla bla bla… One day, it was 16 of august’24, I was going for a gig with my friends to one of those hotels by my car. At a cross road, a minibus like a caravan, crashed my car from the left tyre. He was driving so fast and my car broke, couldn’t move. Thankfully, nothing bad happened to me and my friends in my car. But my car’s situation was very bad. Long short story, after one month, the insurance company of my car called me and they offered me two things; one was to repair it and the other one was no repairement but only to pay for my car. They would buy it from me. I asked, how much money would they pay for me and they replied, 370.000 liras! OMG! Of course, I accepted their second offer. It was a very bad car accident but the result of this accident was taking me to the path of my intent. I was feeling, my intent had moved from the Potential and passed through the Possibility. I was at the Probability part and I was feeling I was so close to the Outcome. After that phone call, in one week, I saw that money in my bank account. And guess, I have a newer model car now. It’s Opel again, like in my intent. Selling my old car was never hard and also, the second hand car which I intend to buy for was in Antalya. I think, I’m a lucky guy 😊 My intent about my car reached to the Outcome and I’m still asking, “How could it become?” It just became in a way that I couldn’t guess. That’s how my intent worked. I want to add one more detail about this process. I went to a car gallery after I collected enough money to buy a newer car where I found my potential one, Opel Mokka. I asked him if it’s possible or not to make a test drive. I was on the test drive. At that moment, I really liked that car and decided to ask more questions about Mokka and of course, wanted to show it to a car expert if everything is ok with it or not. While on test driving, a phone call came to the seller and he learned that his grandmother died. He excused me and said he had to return to the office asap and then go home. I said, no problem. He said me “Come please two days later, we can have more time to make a diagnosis for this car.” I went two days later, everything seemed fine for the car in general and I bought it. But that’s not the point, the point is there was a sign for me and it was the death of his grandmother. My death was trying to say me something by the help of seller’s garndmother’s death. I had an intent to upgrade my car but I was not clear about my intent. I wasn't walking my path of intent ( path of heart ) with determination. I could postpone the decisions I made and it was like a wasting of time. Although it was a wasting of time my intent was still on the process. I was in the car, the newer one, the one which decided to buy and my death was telling me something. There was a connection between my car and the sellerman’s grandmother; both of them were old and both of them had permanently stopped working ( living ) and it was made by the death. My death was trying to tell me about Will, about moving with Will. Like, when using will, outcomes will happen faster. After setting an intent, I should move with Will, otherwise outcomes may occur very late which is not good because old intents can be forgotten or can become unclear by time. And my death is the perfect reminder about the time. Moving without the knowledge of the certainity of my own death would make my intent’s outcomes late. I was still moving with fear, anxiety ( I can’t sell this old car. I can’t buy a newer one. What will happen in the next future in my country? Prices are raising every month, how will I find a good car? Bla bla bla… ) and it was blocking me to move as a warrior Maker. The death of my car changed everything in my mind. My thoughts changed ( had to change ) and fear has gone. And in one week after the sellerman’s grandmother’s death, I bought a newer car and it was the car that I really wanted to have 😊 🙃GUN

When it comes to finding or connecting with spirit animals, the experience can be highly personal and unique to each individual. Based on what you’ve shared, it sounds like you might have discovered two spirit animals during your meditation: the wolf, with which you have a strong and long-standing connection, and the buffalo, which seems unexpected to you. Seeing two spirit animals isn’t uncommon, and it doesn’t necessarily mean you weren’t relaxed or were trying too hard. Sometimes, different animals can represent different aspects of your life, energy, or journey. The wolf may symbolize qualities like loyalty, intuition, and a deep connection with instincts, which aligns with your existing sense of connection. The buffalo might represent something new that’s emerging in your life, like abundance, groundedness, or resilience. Instead of being concerned, consider embracing both animals as part of your spiritual journey. The presence of two animals could suggest that you’re being guided in different ways or that you need to balance different energies within yourself. It’s great that you’re open to exploring and learning more about this path. Continue with your exploration whether through meditation, reading, or discussing with others. Each step you take helps deepen your understanding and connection with these guiding forces. Remember, the journey is personal, and there’s no right or wrong way to experience it.

I've dealt with this for most of my life, but it got really bad last year. Now I can feel this entity moving over my skin, and I'd really appreciatr help with removing it.

You can just recap it the same way as any experience. The connections formed with your energy are the key.

How to recap something not experienced in 'reality': Can we use shamanic techniques to explore and understand events or situations that we have not directly experienced in our physical reality?

Looking at the path intent takes is often fascinating, for example I am wondering if we would have any shootings if the 49ers had won the superbowl, probably not for what I can see. Would that be a good reason for them to win instead of the chiefs? Could be imo, and it's not a sport's reason. Everything is so interconnected all the time. We have to really look at the big picture. Yesterday before riding my bike to work I saw an issue with it, I had a flat tire the night before but the tire was fine that morning holding air well so I decided to give it a go but created an intent to get to work safely and on time. Then half way down the path I hit Valencia st. right before 16th and I get a flat, probably the same issue than the night before, I get my small pump put some air in the tire, it works but I can't get enough pressure, I am thinking it's the valve. So I walk the rest of the may manage to get to work on time. I talk about this with G at work and she mentioned a good bicycle shop on Valencia st. "Luckily" I get cancellations so now I have an hour and a half free. I get my bike there it was just a 5' walk. They do work first come first served not appointment, perfect! The guy I talk to diagnosed it the same, valve issue so we decide to change the tube. I wait 15' thinking it's done but he said my brakes needed adjustments. Do it as soon as possible. I am thinking "oh there is the real outcome..." I changed the pads but did not adjust the brakes properly a couple weeks ago. I told him to keep the bike until 5pm and do the adjustment. Now I have a very safe bike, the adjustment is perfect, much better than what I would have done. Intent often follows a bumpy road but it's never boring , it's a great family bicycle shop too I am happy I found it. C

Hi Infinity, I know this is not easy for many but just try, whenever you feel overwhelm, dread or anything you are feeling try to watch it, feel it then surrender into it, to me there is no point of resisting and fighting. The reason that I say watch it, you are trying to establish two persons in you, someone that is the watcher and someone that's being watched, its all you. Once you can separate yourselves, then you slowly detach and realized that you have the power to stop it and then healing and recapping becomes easy. Intending for you to find peace.. Belle

I dont want to die is just I cant anymore. I cant anymore

I really think tomorrow to go and die. I cant anymore be like this. this is not me

I really think tomorrow to just go and die. I cant live like this anymore from the triggers. it fries my brain literally and brings me in fire activates part of my brain that are certain pathways and is conditioned. My brain is fried totally. I cant live like this anymore.

with the breathing is triggers that created. I was doing alright and then they have conditioned me though masonic rituals when I hear an alarm ot be in a frantic state and anxiety. I cant breathe and my mind is very angry for msoemthign that someone did to create that connection. I cant live like this anymore. I am thinking now to die. thats all I want ot find soem peace from all that trigger this isnt me even now. Is conditioned and I cant anymore. All I think is to just die and find soem peace.

Hi Infinity, I am glad to hear that you had a bit of a breakthrough. Understanding the recap as an energetic movement vs a mental exploration of your present and past is what makes all the difference in the end. Healing is an intent, your intent, and at first an intent to recover your personal energy. Think of it as finding home in yourself, a home that is not attached to anything around you. I know it sounds a bit drastic and lonely but in the end it is the best position to create healthy relationships with people and the world around you. So finding, building home in your energy is essentially a grounding movement by grounding I mean grounding what is not yours. When you practice the recap connect with the earth first, keep it simple, just feeling your feet on the ground or your seat, this should help you reach a calmer place to breath from. Then from that position start recapping your day and follow the memories and connections that come up, keep your head movement slow and relaxed. Do this with the intent to gather back your energy from those memories. When the breathing is difficult, if you can, notice what emotion(s) lies behind that difficulty and start recapping the emotion itself. In a way recap whatever presents itself when you do the practice, especially the emotions. We sometimes think recap does not work because the experience is a bit chaotic or at the opposite boring but by recapping those very experiences you can create some momentum and move into the energy of your memories. That movement is guided by your intent not your mind. As usual when things are too overwhelming take a break and come back at it later. It is a long term practice so find your own rhythm with it, I started recapping in 2007 and teaching it since 2015. I still do it everyday, it's been my companion practice and it will remain as such because it is my intent to do so. C

Hallo Cyfnos, I was just in a very bad place and after I read about the recapitulation of what you said in the post, I start doing it and had effect as I let go and was feeling and following the momentum of what memory was coming up and start feeling again. My energy feels really bad at the moment that I barely can usually breathe from triggers they have created to go into my head. My energy from trauma now feels all over the place not grounded at all but at least I can feel it and many stings watched in my head felt released. I dont know what has happened to my energy from some people buy has been damaged. I hope I will be able to heal.