SirEddie

Had another vision this morning. It was quite different that the others. It started the same as in a bunch of symbols that were moving around and changing. Could make no sense of any of it. Then it cleared and a bright light appeared in the upper right corner of my vision field. When I tried to look directly at it, it would disappear. It would reappear when I looked away from it. Then a swirling mass of some sort(looked kinda like smoke appeared in front of me. The best way to describe it would be like a glass with a milky swirl that I could easily see through. On the other side of the "glass" faces started to appear. There were a lot of them. They would come in and look at me and then back off and others would come forward . This went on for about 3-4 minutes. The faces were very clear. They all looked young(15-16). I felt nothing threatening. There was no audio at all. When it faded, I tried to make it come back as I have done each time. This time I got it to come back briefly. I have an overwhelming feeling that I am being given something. I am also finding it lot easier to get into the "now" and stay there longer. And the feeling that comes with it is much stronger. Emotions are easier to detach from it seems. I am able to easily get out of stressful situations without reacting with my ego. I feel like things are moving very quickly for me right now. So much has changed in the last short while. I am also going through separation from many friends due to all of this.

Thank you Mandy, that was very helpful I have recently made some crucial realizations about my reality. Thus I have considered this to be part of the process.

I awake every night around 3-330am. I usually just lay there and try to fall back asleep. It is rare that I do fall back asleep and am generally up for around 2 hours before I can do so. So each time i was lying in my bed trying to fall asleep after waking up. On a regular night, I see vague patterns moving about which I have always seen. But on these particular nights, I would just see a white dot which would slowly expand until it covers my whole field of view. Then the visions start. They last only a few minutes. My persona situation is I am a single dad to twin girls with severe autism. They are very aggressive and it frequently gets far beyond what a normal person would call stress. I have also had some extreme suffering through out my life.

I have no idea what any of it means. Only that I have started my journey of awakening about six months before this started.

I am 53 and have never had any type of visions until recently. The first one was a couple of months ago. It was a pyramid with water flowing under it. The next one came a bout two weeks later. It was just a bunch of squiggly lines moving all over the place. The to my left, a very large eye opened out of nowhere. It looked around at the lines and then at me. It then closed as suddenly as it opened. Since then I have had several of the same one. It is a bunch of weird writing like hieroglyphics that are wiggling and changing. All of the visions are the same in the sense that they all look like they have been drawn crudely like by a child. And they all start the same. They all have happened in the middle of the night when I have woken up. It starts with a small white dot in the middle of my vision field. Then the white dot starts to grow until it covers my whole field of vision. Then the visions start. They are very clear. Except that it almost seems like I am watching an old TV screen, like how it kind of flickers sometimes.