The_Weary_Traveler

Greetings, I've been a quiet lurker for about a year now. I fully understand your position. I too was seeking answers. I can't say that I've found them all yet but I at least feel that I've found people here willing to discuss these matters without fear of them trying to "burn you at the stake". My personal story is one of unprovoked and uncontrollable glimpses into the future or , in the least, existences in parallel with events that sometimes come to pass. I haven't passed any certifications or rights of passage that would classify me as a shaman or healer but if sharing experiences with those of a like mind bring you some peace then my services are available, free of charge. Do not lose heart if my response isn't immediate as I perform a rather chaotic and demanding "normie" job that doesn't always offer me the free time and presence of mind to pursue my interests. Namaste.

Anyone have any thoughts on past life regression? My mind has always agreed with hypnosis as I'm a very vivid visualizer so, with my "pass out" experiences I thought I'd give some pre-recorded regression sessions a try. I saw things. Very detailed things that seemed to theme with dates and lives... but I can't say for sure if it was genuine. It is repeatable... but again... genuine? Thoughts/opinions/suggestions welcome.

Your words of encouragement are recieved and appreciated. Bedtime begins. Once more into the fray.

Not sure what possessed me to type Wanderer instead of Traveler... but I only noticed this error after your response. Noted. Regarding your advice; when recollecting these images, my mind feels very loud and pulled in multiple directions. I still feel as though I am settling into my recent state of understanding things and that I'm working through a lot of interference. I get some serious clarity when meditating but then I'll snag on a thought and wander off into it, derailing my intended state. My focus seems shakey. Recapitulation is helping. Thanks again

My dreams when vivid often have relevance that I don't see until the thing comes to pass. This last one was extremely real to me but I don't quite grasp any relevance. In the dream I am driving. Probably to work but I don't know for sure. It is night. I don't realize that I don't even have my headlights on. A car goes by in the opposite direction. I realize I can't see. I turn my headlights on. There is light snow in the lights and the road can now be seen to be slick. My lights begin to work and fail intermittently but I do my best to navigate while I can't see the danger. End dream. It seems like a metaphoric manifestation at face value that maybe I'm just now realizing the dangers I've been navigating with only recent light shed on them but I'm not sure. This would have to be relative to my recent exploration of the unseen layers of reality as I can't relate it to anything else. Will update if my lights randomly go out on my car. Wanderer out.

Just an update, we did get slammed with bad storms that day. I ended up replacing 11 shingles on my house.

Thanks Alex. Last night was actually a rough one. Think I tried too hard. Listened to some ambient meditation/journeying tunes while trying to focus on the unseen between conscious and sleep and wound up putting my mind in an awake state that I couldnt get past until my alarm went off for work... used a vacation day. Lol. Am a little concerned of a dream I had of a tornado going through my front yard with the severe weather threat upon us today but time will tell if it means anything to me or anyone close or if it was just an associative manifestation.

Much appreciated. I do intend to go through the offerings in detail soon and see if something pulls me in. Very excited with the results found from the recapitulation info alone.

Thanks, Alex. I'm kind of unsure of what to do with myself and this at the moment. I found the recapitulation exercise extremely effective but I find myself, after benefitting from it, unsure of where to direct my focus next. Have still been recalling dreams but they seem influenced by the prior day and of little meaning except last night's which made no sense. In the dream, I needed a component for a broken speaker called a "deep 4"(makes no sense) and at one point my dog grabbed the broken items and tried to fix them for me(odd i know). I can't make hide nor hair of that one. If something comes to fruition ill share for sure but thanks again for the warm welcomes.

Thank you, silenceseeker.

Greetings, my fellow seekers of truth and meaning. Forgive me, this is a long introduction. I'm new here.. obviously. I am not new to energies and visions. I am only just now coming to understand them. I met a very knowledgeable one in the a.m. hours of March 9th on Omegle who directed me here as well as offered other great and useful tidbits of experience. If you are out there... this stranger thanks you. I am 37 years of this manifestation of awareness. I've always had a deep connection of the earth and natural things of it. I am drawn to obsidian rather strongly. Only recently did I give into this and acquire a few pieces and start practicing in the art of healing with them. This was my foot forward unto this journey. Truths brought to surface. Deep realization. I spent many years trying to fit in a faith that wasnt my own... that suppressed me and condemned things that come to me naturally. I've finally broken free of that hold. I have vivid dreams at times. Some have sharp meaning easily realized while others border on madness. I can never tell until the thing comes to pass. I pass out, not often, but randomly. I've had several physicians and tests unable to confirm an issue. It has become my own self diagnosed vasavargal syncope. However, i never completely black out. I simply "exist" elsewhere for a fleeting moment in time/space. I've been working on gathering details these last few times and im pretty sure one of them was a view from myself in the future as i experienced a hardcore deja vu of it recently. It does seem that coming back into myself is increasing in difficulty when i pass out. I once dreamed of raining glass only to have a window shot out the next day. I dreamed of spiral symbols on a US map before a tornado outbreak. Im beyond convinced of simoultaneous existence in space and time. I am fully aware that we are more than temporary meat. I am on a journey to further conceptualize my learning and experience and share and be shared with by others of like minds who dont face every day with the same blank medicated glassy gaze of despair. I welcome advice on how to gain further awareness/retention in my subconscious wanderings. You.. yeah you reading this. Thank you for being here.