I'm just beginning to understand what has been going on with me, the details are many and those who understand are few. If at all... This separation has brought me here. I began traveling in my dreams and have been lost in other places all my life. People see me as spearheaded and naive, sensitive, and eccentric, however, I have felt alone and As if I was a visitor my when life, other a not having the same experiences as me... Me not able to connect as others seem to be able to do. Now I am dancing (cuz my soul burns to and feels joy like I'm weaving heaven and earth) ...this does not help my fitting in, now I cannot seem to work or focus at all. I'm in my soul space All the time almost unreachable. Following the code of the universe for The healing of all but nobody knows I do it. I almost want some ego credit for all my energy efforts, but that's a silly thought at the same time. Ahhhh...thank u for hearing me vent. When I dance my right hand gets a very hot and I have a cosmic umbilical cord on my head. Does anyone else have this happen? The church asked me if I practice witch craft. I stopped going. I'm super lonely and it only seems to worsen with age. I'm 38 and this has been morphing from one thing to another. I think I need a teacher before I drive myself crazy. One love, Iam