Thanks for the response! In your opinion does it seem like I'm under attack? My luck has gone from bad to worse even experiencing several bouts of homelessness and a smothering sensations. I cancled all contracts known and unknown, which seemed to make the situation a little better, and told all attackers to go back to the clear white light. I took in a homeless man several years ago and he might be the one I have nightmares about and follows me in the dreams. not sure if it was him, but felt attacked and an oppressive air when he was in the house. I did cleansing rituals yet the mood was grim and things deteriorated after that. Sorry for the long question, but I was thinking maybe your site could be benefitcial if you think it would be.