gorillapaw444

Who are these "Makers" you refer too? I completely agree with what your saying, do you have any tips n techniques for Self-healing/ Self-Knowledge?

Your very right Rebecca, I apologise if this is the wrong forum for this kinda stuff. I just presumed if shamans do the ceremony's the topics tie in together. " One of the reasons that we're not so into the use of mind-altering substances here at Shamans Cave is that it's often harder to figure out what exactly is happening, because, to put it plainly, you're tripping. " This being said is there a way to be clear the only time i have physically felt the touch of and presence of a spirit was on Ayahuasca i had some meditation experiences that were very suggestive of spirits bit it was more clear during my ceremony experiences. I dont know if you have time for a in depth chat about things but id like to learn more about the spirit world.

Many things that happened during my ayahuasca experience where just as much worth mentioning meeting my spirit owl Okaga, getting helped from Mother Ayahuasca's spirit, aid also from Buddha. But one thing which i thought i knew so well what it meant but i couldn't get complete closure from my Maestro mostly because he spoke Spanish and i had a friend who could translate but sometimes it wasn't as clear as i hoped. Anyway enough of the backstory the meat of my question is, In the first few hours of the first ceremony we told we had to sit not lay, in about a hour or 2 later my hands started to feel like a gorillas. I was very sure that was what i was experiencing mind you ive never touched a gorillas hands etc. But from what they look like it just felt like that was the natural answer, my mate while this was happening said to me "Luke how you feeling?" I said my hands feel like a gorillas. As soon as i felt my hands this way a rush of connecting thoughts came to me alot of my childhood i was obsessed with monkeys had gorilla and chimp stuff toys etc, and alot of other things another weird thing too was before i went to Peru i would sometimes make monkey sounds infront of my mates becayse i could mimic it so well. And one morning when i woke up by my Girlfriends side in bed i got up and went to the end of the bed and walked on my knuckles around the bed like i was marking my territory or showing she was protected ( THIS WAS BEFORE THE EXPERIENCE) , im sure if i think more i can come up with countless other "COINCIDENCES". But a few things happened to me after i was thinking all these things even how my life reminded me of a jungle i ruled but i ruled it like a chimp not like a true gorilla, im not a big bloke skinny guy specially at that time not much muscle and i thought nah no way i was a gorilla in my past life, but i mean was that what it was? or was it a spirit of a gorilla? either way it has changed my life dramatically ive realised i have alot of the characteristics of the social side and pride codes of the gorilla, i strive now to be big fit and strong to be loyal to be proud of myself but i still dont know for sure its true meaning. If anyone could help id love it if not atleast the story may be interesting, out of all the people in my group they experienced visuals mine were all physical.