HELP WANTED! Stucked with wild mushrooms effect for 18 months!

[NotGameFish]

Ok I'll be brief. I need help with the expulsion of some shit is happening to me lately. This thing, I think originates from previous uses of DMT and psychedelics in general. It has been triggered by wild white mushrooms. Not psychedelics, not any special thing, just common ones, a friend of mine picked them up when I was working in a farm and offered them to me, and I had them for lunch.

The following morning I woke up with this little stinging in my spleen, which it spread with days in my stomach and liver.

This has been some kind of connection with the ancestors of the friend of mine who offered me these mushrooms, I'm sure of that. The issue here is that it kept going for ever and at some point started the nightmare with this tingling shit I got on my hand fingernails (every time different one, like the thing is alive) and I'm sure it has been triggered by stress.

I need to stop this. Any help on how to clean completely my body from this hell?

[kai]

Ok the obvious question is were the mushrooms identified with absolute certainty? If you have symptoms of poisoning after eating mushrooms you should seek medical attention, some of them are deadly and relatively easy to mix up with something edible if you don't know your mushrooms very well. Depending on what grows in your area, Amanita virosa (destroying angel) for example is white and sometimes people eat it with bad consequences and the onset of symptoms is delayed, but often fatal without treatment. I don't want to scare you, and maybe you do know your mushrooms and know how to tell them apart, but many people don't. 

Fear doesn't help, it's easy to say but harder get out of it's grip, but it's the emotions which determine how we perceive the experience, whether that is a potentially fatal mushroom poisoning or little harmless sensations. If you have experience with panic attacks you probably have some understanding what can happen with fear when it gets rolling. As a first aid against fear, anger is very effective, getting really angry at the fear, it counteracts it and creates you enough space emotionally to have some clarity and perhaps understand a bit better what's going on without everything seeming like a nightmare.  

Kai

 

[NotGameFish]

Happy that I received an answer from Finland.

Symptoms are slowly lowering but I'll never be sure if and when this is going go stop completely. I even went o the hospital and called several antitox centres, they don't believe me, they're just too focused on the useless books they studied to get a stupid specific duty, that they repeat over, and over and over and over. Then they die. I hope they won't make children.