Intent, will, time and the death

[ogun]

Hi everyone.

It’s been a long time I couldn’t share anything here. But that doesn’t mean Makerish things aren’t happening to me anymore… Conversily, these kind of things are becoming like my daily routins ( and I’m still having problem about believing them like, how they could become 😊 )

Well, last year, at Master of Intent class, I had set my intent about upgrading my car. It was spring’23 and I was planning to upgrade my car at winter’24. After heavy busyness days of summer and autumn, with the new year I would buy a newer model car. I had set my intent for my car.

My old car was a 19 years old, at 159.500 kms, Opel Corsa. It had painting issues but had a good condition engine. I had never had troubles with its engine during traveling. Actually, I was loving my car. But, I was also thinking that it was too old to sell to someone and every passing year, this selling posiibility would be less. It was winter time and although I remembered my intent, I postponed renewing process of my car. I was thinking like that “Come on Ogun. It’s working great with no issues. Noone will buy this car, you also know it, it’s too old to sell. And it needs painting which will make its selling price down. Don’t sell it and buy another car.” Actually it was true. I was checking on the internet for the prices of second hand Opel Corsa. There were over 10.000 advertisements about that model but of course with different year/configurations. I could have found only three or four same category Corsa and their prices were between 320.000 – 400.000 liras. Too much alternatives were making its price down and people would prefer to buy newer models. It would be very hard to sell it for sure. And without selling it, buying a newer model would be really hard for me. “I should put at least 400.000 liras more to buy a good one but without selling it, I would buy another same age car.” I was worrying about it.

I was almost sure that I would buy a newer car in 2024 but how, I really didn’t know. Also, I had created an image of a new car on my mind, I was sitting in it and trying to be familiar with its design. I was planning to buy again an Opel brand car. That brand was good enough for me. Only, the problem was just selling my old car.

Days were passing so fast, plus, having gigs daily and working without day off was making me little nervous. Painting problem was always reminding me my intent about my car. I was planning to buy the newer one at winter’24 but it was almost the end of the summer. Thankfully, my old car was working properly and I was going hotels by my car. “I think, at the end of this tourism season, I will do something serious about my car. Maybe, I will take it to a service, let them paint it as new and repair all the textile and plastic parts inside. It will be an old but new one. And I will not have to pay for a newer model. Until its engine die, I can drive. And maybe, I can buy a new one in the next years without selling it.” I was postponing my intent and I knew it. Actually, economic crisis in my country was making me scary about money. I was afraid of spending money for a newer car. And other thoughts on my mind ( the mind which is trying to kill me : ) ) were trying to make me feel uncourage, disappointed. So, fear, again was blocking me about doing something: “Selling it at a proper price will not be easy. What to do? How to do?” bla bla bla…

One day, it was 16 of august’24, I was going for a gig with my friends to one of those hotels by my car. At a cross road, a minibus like a caravan, crashed my car from the left tyre. He was driving so fast and my car broke, couldn’t move. Thankfully, nothing bad happened to me and my friends in my car. But my car’s situation was very bad. Long short story, after one month, the insurance company of my car called me and they offered me two things; one was to repair it and the other one was no repairement but only to pay for my car. They would buy it from me. I asked, how much money would they pay for me and they replied, 370.000 liras! OMG! Of course, I accepted their second offer.

It was a very bad car accident but the result of this accident was taking me to the path of my intent. I was feeling, my intent had moved from the Potential and passed through the Possibility. I was at the Probability part and I was feeling I was so close to the Outcome. After that phone call, in one week, I saw that money in my bank account. And guess, I have a newer model car now. It’s Opel again, like in my intent. Selling my old car was never hard and also, the second hand car which I intend to buy for was in Antalya. I think, I’m a lucky guy 😊

My intent about my car reached to the Outcome and I’m still asking, “How could it become?” It just became in a way that I couldn’t guess. That’s how my intent worked.      

I want to add one more detail about this process.  

I went to a car gallery after I collected enough money to buy a newer car where I found my potential one, Opel Mokka. I asked him if it’s possible or not to make a test drive.

I was on the test drive. At that moment, I really liked that car and decided to ask more questions about Mokka and of course, wanted to show it to a car expert if everything is ok with it or not. While on test driving, a phone call came to the seller and he learned that his grandmother died. He excused me and said he had to return to the office asap and then go home. I said, no problem. He said me “Come please two days later, we can have more time to make a diagnosis for this car.” I went two days later, everything seemed fine for the car in general and I bought it. But that’s not the point, the point is there was a sign for me and it was the death of his grandmother.

My death was trying to say me something by the help of seller’s garndmother’s death.

I had an intent to upgrade my car but I was not clear about my intent. I wasn't walking my path of intent ( path of heart ) with determination. I could postpone the decisions I made and it was like a wasting of time. Although it was a wasting of time my intent was still on the process. I was in the car, the newer one, the one which decided to buy and my death was telling me something.

There was a connection between my car and the sellerman’s grandmother; both of them were old and both of them had permanently stopped working ( living ) and it was made by the death. My death was trying to tell me about  Will, about moving with Will. Like, when using will, outcomes will happen faster. After setting an intent, I should move with Will, otherwise outcomes may occur very late which is not good because old intents can be forgotten or can become unclear by time. And my death is the perfect reminder about the time.

Moving without the knowledge of the certainity of my own death would make my intent’s outcomes late. I was still moving with fear, anxiety ( I can’t sell this old car. I can’t buy a newer one. What will happen in the next future in my country? Prices are raising every month, how will I find a good car?  Bla bla bla… ) and it was blocking me to move as a warrior Maker.

The death of my car changed everything in my mind. My thoughts changed ( had to change ) and fear has gone. And in one week after the sellerman’s grandmother’s death, I bought a newer car and it was the car that I really wanted to have 😊  

 

🙃GUN

[Moonshadow]

• {{Ogun}}

 "I think, I’m a lucky guy 😊" ... No! You're a master of intent guy

I just read your post just nodding my head. Especially at the part about will and death and time. Maybe because we are the same human age.

If I might add, I've been thinking a lot about (and using) Will and time lately too.  One thing I found that helps make your Will stronger is to.. actually feel it's intensity and actively make it more intense. The old makers were masters of Will, which makes total sense given the short life spans of people and how as you explained developing and using your will saves time.

To say it another way, perhaps, is to feel and grow the power of your Will and make it even concentrated, so that when you apply it your intents become outcomes faster, as you said. Something that happens too, when you do this: 1) your Other develops more rapidly, and 2) intents can be come outcomes instantly, without you even trying so much.

 

Congratulations on your new car! ❤️ 

Eman

 

[ogun]

On 10/15/2024 at 2:43 PM, Moonshadow said:

I just read your post just nodding my head. Especially at the part about will and death and time. Maybe because we are the same human age.

 

Exactly Mandy. My death was telling me "You are still thinking that you have time but think about it again." Emotional reactions, unhealed traumas, daily routines are really strong and they can easily steal our time.

And I forgot to add this detail in my post. 

At that moment, one of the things that came to my mind very fast was about my old intents. and old actions The old intents whose their expiration dates have  passed and the old routines that make me heavy/slow. My death was telling me "The old intents shouldn't renew, they shouldn't be updated but they should be deleted ( and be taken their energy back ) And it is same for your old routines. From now on, new intents, with a powerful engine ( energy body ) should be created and followed."  Sellerman's grandmother's death and my car's were similar; both of them were old enough and they were corresponding to my old intents. It was a really powerful sign for me. 

On 10/15/2024 at 2:43 PM, Moonshadow said:

If I might add, I've been thinking a lot about (and using) Will and time lately too.  One thing I found that helps make your Will stronger is to.. actually feel it's intensity and actively make it more intense. The old makers were masters of Will, which makes total sense given the short life spans of people and how as you explained developing and using your will saves time.

 

So true, to feel its intensity is really makes you feel stronger. And, somehow, you can see the outcome as you wanted. The problem for me is, not only these kind of things confirm that I'm on my way of Big Intent but also they confirm that I'm still acting like a fool.  I'm not sure I could be the master of will like old Makers were but again, I'm thinking, I have no option other than being a warrior Maker. I can't see any other option to 'risk' my life for than being a warrior Maker.  

 

On 10/15/2024 at 2:43 PM, Moonshadow said:

To say it another way, perhaps, is to feel and grow the power of your Will and make it even concentrated, so that when you apply it your intents become outcomes faster, as you said. Something that happens too, when you do this: 1) your Other develops more rapidly, and 2) intents can be come outcomes instantly, without you even trying so much.

 

Oh, I think my Other is sometimes on the process but out of my control. He is soo agressive and impatience. Connection between me and him is not strong right now, that's what I feel. And yes, sometimes, I never waste my energy for the things that I wanted to reach an outcome. And I confirmed that the speed of the intent is faster than the speed of the light