I think I've been called

[Lexi]

I've been traveling to other worlds meeting other beings, sometimes I have a guide sometimes I don't. I met a shaman who spoke to me in the language of the universe and he gave me something, but these things are hard to explain and people probably think I'm crazy..

[Lexi]

I've also been very sick and shunned by my family for using medicinal marijuana. I guess I'm just hoping for some tips?

[silenceseeker]

Hi Lexi,

 

Well, we don't think you're crazy here. I think the saying goes here "normal is just a setting on your washing machine"

 

As far as tips, You probably have been called and thinking 'now what?' All shamanic training really needs to start with healing the self You need to be able to understand your own energy and how it uniquely connects to the world for you. You also need to gain detachment. You might want to start working with the Recap exercise found here: http://www.shamanscave.com/self-healing/the-recapitulation It's only a start but a very important and powerful one. It's the best thing I can think of right now. Please feel free to ask more questions if you want.

 

I wish you the best,

Lorrie

[Moonshadow]

{{Lexi}}

 

It's not fun being sick, is it? Sometimes illness manifests itself through our bodies but it's often rooted in our entire energetic chemistry. Self-healing through the recap exercise is a wonderful way of taking charge on your journey of well-being and even helps you gain the detachment Lorrie also suggested. Your dreaming sounds 'normal' to me and to anyone else who is energetically bent and on the shamanic path. Personally, my dreaming activity was one of the starting points in my own journey as a maker. It showed me there was a much larger world out there to discover, it was exhilarating to be able to move around on that side and go places, get answers. I hope you feel better, and welcome to the cave. See you around

[Iam]

I'm just beginning to understand what has been going on with me, the details are many and those who understand are few. If at all... This separation has brought me here. I began traveling in my dreams and have been lost in other places all my life. People see me as spearheaded and naive, sensitive, and eccentric, however, I have felt alone and As if I was a visitor my when life, other a not having the same experiences as me... Me not able to connect as others seem to be able to do. Now I am dancing (cuz my soul burns to and feels joy like I'm weaving heaven and earth) ...this does not help my fitting in, now I cannot seem to work or focus at all. I'm in my soul space All the time almost unreachable. Following the code of the universe for The healing of all but nobody knows I do it. I almost want some ego credit for all my energy efforts, but that's a silly thought at the same time. Ahhhh...thank u for hearing me vent. When I dance my right hand gets a very hot and I have a cosmic umbilical cord on my head. Does anyone else have this happen? The church asked me if I practice witch craft. I stopped going. I'm super lonely and it only seems to worsen with age. I'm 38 and this has been morphing from one thing to another. I think I need a teacher before I drive myself crazy. One love, Iam

[Mark]

I think I need a teacher before I drive myself crazy. One love, Iam

 

There is a saying out there. "When the student is ready the teacher will appear." Look at the resources here on this sight and see if they "fit" for you. If not, keep looking. If so, great.

[Iam]

Thank you. I do like it here.