Foot forward unto journey

[The_Weary_Traveler]

Greetings, my fellow seekers of truth and meaning.  Forgive me, this is a long introduction.  I'm new here.. obviously.  I am not new to energies and visions.  I am only just now coming to understand them.  I met a very knowledgeable one in the a.m. hours of March 9th on Omegle who directed me here as well as offered other great and useful tidbits of experience.  If you are out there... this stranger thanks you.  I am 37 years of this manifestation of awareness.  I've always had a deep connection of the earth and natural things of it.  I am drawn to obsidian rather strongly.  Only recently did I give into this and acquire a few pieces and start practicing in the art of healing with them.  This was my foot forward unto this journey.  Truths brought to surface.  Deep realization.  I spent many years trying to fit in a faith that wasnt my own... that suppressed me and condemned things that come to me naturally.  I've finally broken free of that hold.  I have vivid dreams at times.  Some have sharp meaning easily realized while others border on madness.  I can never tell until the thing comes to pass.  I pass out, not often, but randomly.  I've had several physicians and tests unable to confirm an issue.  It has become my own self diagnosed vasavargal syncope.  However, i never completely black out.  I simply "exist" elsewhere for a fleeting moment in time/space.  I've been working on gathering details these last few times and im pretty sure one of them was a view from myself in the future as i experienced a hardcore deja vu of it recently.  It does seem that coming back into myself is increasing in difficulty when i pass out.  I once dreamed of raining glass only to have a window shot out the next day.  I dreamed of spiral symbols on a US map before a tornado outbreak.  Im beyond convinced of simoultaneous existence in space and time.  I am fully aware that we are more than temporary meat.  I am on a journey to further conceptualize my learning and experience and share and be shared with by others of like minds who dont face every day with the same blank medicated glassy gaze of despair.  I welcome advice on how to gain further awareness/retention in my subconscious wanderings.  You.. yeah you reading this.  Thank you for being here.

[silenceseeker]

Welcome, Weary Traveler.

[The_Weary_Traveler]

Thank you, silenceseeker.

[Alex]

I've had plenty of expansive experiences in my time here. Perhaps you might too.

[The_Weary_Traveler]

Thanks, Alex.  I'm kind of unsure of what to do with myself and this at the moment.  I found the recapitulation exercise extremely effective but I find myself, after benefitting from it, unsure of where to direct my focus next.  Have still been recalling dreams but they seem influenced by the prior day and of little meaning except last night's which made no sense.  In the dream, I needed a component for a broken speaker called a "deep 4"(makes no sense) and at one point my dog grabbed the broken items and tried to fix them for me(odd i know).  I can't make hide nor hair of that one.  If something comes to fruition ill share for sure but thanks again for the warm welcomes.

[Belle]

We all might start with wandering or questions that need to be answer, or weird stuff going on with us. And I guess you come here to seek the meaning of all of those. Now I don't want to sound like doing a marketing job, but all of us has gifts in one form or another and we need to enhance our abilities, to get some focus and create  beneficial fruits out of it. And in order to facilate and quicken our journey we need guidance. So here, we offer various classes; tier 1 for example, is focus on self-healing, familiarity with Intent to get more clarity, we have dreaming class and awareness and perception. These are all the basic classes here, so if you are interested try any of those and see it for yourself and then decide afterwards.

Wishing you all well and that you may find clarity and focus of what you are really here for

Belle

[The_Weary_Traveler]

Much appreciated.  I do intend to go through the offerings in detail soon and see if something pulls me in.  Very excited with the results found from the recapitulation info alone.

[Alex]

There's lots you can do with your dreaming energy. Try bringing an intent into your dream. Try bringing an intent into your awake side from the dreaming side. Try poking through the wall between your dreaming and waking energy. Try using recap while in a dreaming state so that you might reach those hard to reach places, like an extendo for your duster.

[The_Weary_Traveler]

Thanks Alex.  Last night was actually a rough one.  Think I tried too hard.  Listened to some ambient meditation/journeying tunes while trying to focus on the unseen between conscious and sleep and wound up putting my mind in an awake state that I couldnt get past until my alarm went off for work... used a vacation day.  Lol.  Am a little concerned of a dream I had of a tornado going through my front yard with the severe weather threat upon us today but time will tell if it means anything to me or anyone close or if it was just an associative manifestation.

[The_Weary_Traveler]

Just an update, we did get slammed with bad storms that day.  I ended up replacing 11 shingles on my house.

[holly]

Welcome,  Weary Traveler. 

[Alex]

On 3/19/2019 at 9:58 AM, The_Weary_Traveler said:

Just an update, we did get slammed with bad storms that day.  I ended up replacing 11 shingles on my house.

Sometimes when you intend for something interesting to happen while you sleep it does. Sometimes it makes more sense for it to play out in ways where it's not confronting your self doubt.

[The_Weary_Traveler]

Anyone have any thoughts on past life regression? My mind has always agreed with hypnosis as I'm a very vivid visualizer so, with my "pass out" experiences I thought I'd give some pre-recorded regression sessions a try.  I saw things.  Very detailed things that seemed to theme with dates and lives... but I can't say for sure if it was genuine.  It is repeatable... but again... genuine?  Thoughts/opinions/suggestions welcome.

[Stacey]

I know a lot of people who're into it and stand by it. I understand the fascination,  but I'd rather focus on healing what I need to before my intent leads me to look further back- which it seldom has. Plus past life regression requires dependence on the mind- following this tradition, I intend to take my power back from my mind so that it could become a 'secondary' tool.